So, in a few hours, 2012 will end.
Lets see.
I've gone through a lot this year. i learnt a lot and i hurt a lot too. 2012 was not a good year for me. But somehow, i can still call it as blessing in disguise. because, now only i can open my eyes to see the TRUTH. i was so blinded by love that i cant see anything beyond it. But now, you have proved and showed me the real you. and for that, i will never forgive you. NEVER.
The more memories we made, the more hurts we'll experience. Ain't the more, the merrier? How ironic.
i think i have made many people dissapointed throughout the year, including myself. but, i'll take it as a lessons, and improve for better. not everyone is perfect though. i am sorry to those i did wrong. I've learnt my lessons.
Despite all that, i am thankful to those who stayed with me through thick and thin. mereka ini yang aku panggil kawan sejati. and, family of course. these people has always been there for me, especially during my lowest moment. you know who you are. i love you people. without you guys, i can never be as strong as i am today.
tahun ni jugak aku kenal kawan2 baru, and re-connect balik dengan kawan2 lama. i missed them, and i am thankful that they still remember me, and we still have that bond, like we never ever been apart before. sorry for abandoning you guys for quite some times. friend are forever though. Also, new friends are awesome. I. Am. Glad.
Ohh and 2012, i've changed physically. mula berhijab, dan masih berhijab. It was without doubt, quite a challenge at first. alhamdulilah, i managed to overcome those challenges and nafsu untuk bukak tudung tu semua. susah baq hang. i am glad to have people supported me, and giving me all kind of advices just for me to keep on being strong. i hope, i'll keep this up. May Allah ease.
Lastly, i accomplished my wishlist! i mean, one of it. BUNGEE JUMP! full satisfaction. i can say, i am proud of myself hehe :D
To summarize 2012, tahun yang penuh pengajaran. pengajaran yang ajar aku untuk jadik lebih kuat and matang in making choices, in trusting people, in living life in general. dan jugak tahun yg ajar aku, yang kita hidup nii sementara je. Lets keep the faith shall we? Allah sentiasa ada, untuk kita.
So 2013, I am ready. Be nice, will you? :)
Till then bebeh <3
Love,
SNOW, the perky little princess.
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